--Happy 1 year Birthday to my xanga--

      I must now write the last entry on my xanga.  I've gotten into some trouble with this stupid thing, but I must keep it up for memory purposes.  On another subject, 2006 has definatly thrown me some curve balls, but I appreciate them.  Right now, I wouldn't change my life for anything.  Of course I have my own struggles and trials just as any ordinary person would.  However the happiness and peace that I find comes from god.  He's helped me through the tuffest times in my life.  I'm oh so greatful for the people that he's put in my life, eaither i've made a difference in their life, or they've made a tremendous difference in mine.  Or maybe sometimes it's a little of both.  I can't wait for the rest of 2006.  I can't wait for 2007 (Graduation).  It's gonna be awesome, and I'm ready.

*God only puts us through as much as we can handle, therefore those who struggle the most, have been chosen by god to be the strongest.

*But when I get where I'm going and I see my makers face, I will stand forever in the light of his amazing grace.

*The Lord who loves me, corrects me.

I love these girls

I love you all! Goodbye xanga.  I had fun!!

Bad day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

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This is possibly the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

Sick of xanga.

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY*

BB--Last week!!

AND ALEXXXXX big ONE EIGHT!! I LOVE YOU!!!

when you love someone - you'll do anything
you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
when you love someone

you'll deny the truth - believe a lie
there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly
but your lonely nights - have just begun
when you love someone

when you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside
and nothing else can ever change your mind
when you want someone - when you need someone
when you love someone...

when you love someone - you'll sacrifice
you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice
you'd risk it all - no matter what may come
when you love someone
you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
when you love someone
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I learn a lot from observing-watching-and growing through my mistakes.  Okay-I confess, my life's not perfect--But on the otherside-I've learned how many people are there watching and trusting me in every decision that I make.  That means the most to me.  I don't think anyone could be as supportive as my boyfriend.  He's truly amazing!!

Thankyou to everyone--for everything that you do for me!!

I love Preschool!!

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.....But when I get where i'm going
     And I see my maker's face
     I will stand forever in the light
     Of his amazing grace.

It's unreal the happiness that i feel when time is spent with my boyfriend and those preschoolers!! I love them!!